I've known for a while that I haven't been checking in here and it is time. I still make jewelry, still have done markets, I've painted within the last year. I've not done so much writing, and it's time to change that.
They usually say keep things to yourself and just show people later on what you've done but I don't mind saying that I'm changing gears with changing times. I can never stop making stuff as it's at the core of who I am. I am however changing how I approach what I'm doing.
I'm attempting to rebuild my website which has not been live for probably 5 years even though I've continued to pay for the domain. I did not sign up for summer markets that I normally do and I recently bowed out on the ones that I signed up for because I realize I'm missing too much.
I love the people that I have met that have appreciated my art in any way. I love the connections I've made with other artists and Hope to keep connecting with them. But it has come to my attention that over the many years I have missed too many things. I have missed social gatherings, celebrations, concerts, bonfires and many more.
I have used art to hide, it's also saved me. It has saved me from boredom and loneliness. But sometimes it does create loneliness.
When I sit and do art, I'm alone. I'm alone with thousands of beads and endless options. Only once in my life have I created a jewelry design more than once. It was for a mom who had bought herself a pair of earrings and loved them so much she wanted an identical pair for her daughter, I explained I don't usually do this but I would be happy to do it on this occasion.
I've never really been lost, just hiding in the art. Years ago I wrote a poem when I was just a teenager and I took that poem many, many years ago and built it into a story. I challenged myself to continue writing that story and make it large enough to become a book. I have written over 150,000 words, possibly over 200,000. My hope is to get back to writing and stop hiding behind the art.
Art can heal the artist and the person enjoying it. But often the artist needs healing, expression, connection, and an outlet. When I did not want people to know my words I turned to making jewelry. Now, I'm going to get back to my words.























